dream of demons while you sleep that make you stutter when you speak

so many mixed emotions today.
like a freaking roller coaster
not that i would know..
since ive never been on one.

all i do is wish, dream, and then feel sorry for myself
when it doesnt turn out the way i had hoped.
i'm sick of wishing and dreaming.
i want life to be a fairytale. i want prince charming
to kiss me awake, sing me a romantic song,
and then love me forever and ever.

happily ever after