dear the artist formally known as,

i'll say it for you.
because we all know she won't.

its all the same, everyday

he spelled it out for her
she hears it. but she won't listen.
he knows she's not listening
but he keeps on loving.
she doesn't deserve his love
he doesn't deserve the heartbreak.

there's someone out there watching
only watching; nothing more.

you know youre in love when you cant fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams

you have no idea what i feel when
my phone rings and i see your name on the screen.

all of my friends think im crazy for liking you.
they all say stuff like "it'll never work out/
you're just gonna be heartbroken in the end/
its not worth it so don't even bother.

even if thats true. you know i'm not gonna listen.
i don't really care about the future.
i'm more of a live in the moment kinda girl.
honestly. right now all that matters to me
is that you're alive.

shit

why does this always fuckin happen?
every single time.
i try so fuckin hard but nothing works.
its so close. but not close enough.
people who dont deserve it get it.
while i just sit here wishing i was on the other side.
fuck my life.